Wednesday, 11 December 2013
I learn French because I think I like fashion and if you like fashion, you should learn French. I completed A1 course in Alliance Française and finished A2.1 3 months ago. I am struggling whether to take the next one, since I plan to move to China before summer. Should I study now or should I wait and take the course in China?
Anyway, I enjoy taking Michel Thomas French audio class, maybe this is what I should do in the coming months.
1. Listen to Michel Thomas French audio class 2, 3 times per week
2. Print 1 blog post of Garance Dore in French and English to learn writing, ready and vobaculary
3. Listen to simple short video in French
Let's see how much I can learn in 4 months.
Tuesday, 10 December 2013
I attended a company function today, with lots of people dressing up, wearing heavy makeup, walking to high heels, mingled with each other.
I feel very uncomfortable there. I wonder why on earth would people love to attend events that they don’t even care about.
I would never become those kinds of people, don’t want to and won’t be.
Counting down to the day when I hand in my resignation letter is the driving force to keep me motivated - for the moment.
Friday, 6 December 2013
Fat arse gave a lecture on how we should develop ourselves, explore our potentials and build a career in the company.
Since I left my last company, which I was desperate for a promotion, I lost the drive and courage to build a career within a company. Yes I am still aggressive at work (from day 1), but I am not interested in getting a promotion or climbing the corporate ladder anymore.
I am sick of working for somebody, listening to those I don’t want to listen, or taking orders from anybody. It is draining, exhausting and pointless to me.
5 more months - TOP.
Thursday, 5 December 2013
Today at one point, when I was dealing with a bitch’s reservations (i.e. clicking the fucking stupid button repeatedly), I got so frustrated that I wanted to cry and shouted “老娘不幹了”.
I need to switch my mind and think of all the $$$$$$$$$$$ I am getting out of this. Conclusion: get this round’s commission and get the fuck out before the next.
Money is important, but it is not everything.
Tuesday, 3 December 2013
My current job is making me to reflect my buying habits - am I buying too much stuff that I don’t need? Is the thing I want to buy worth the value? Why am I buying this?
Recently the VIP sale really gets on my nerves and further consolidate show much I dislike (I want to use hate actually) this job. To me it is very shallow, very surface, very meaningless. Besides giving me paycheque every month, I can’t think of single reason why I want to continue.
I am trying to make the most of the this sale, and then I can get the fuck out of here before the next sales next May.
Wednesday, 20 November 2013
I can say that, if there is an official grading system of perfect girlfriend, I can easily score A or above. No I am not being arrogant, that's just the fact.
By character I am a free spirit person so I never want to control or change my boyfriend (point earned). I am never pushy, never chatty about "future talks" and I just want to enjoy the time we have (a lots points earned). In return (yes, it is not an unconditional love because he is not my SON), I just want to feel loved.
Uh Oh, now my points drop to negative. Feel loved you say? That means you want your boyfriend spending every penny, second, attention on you, you demanding girl?
Not at all, feel loved has different interpretations to everyone. For me, I just want him to hold my hands when we go out, introduce me to his parents, initiate the future talks before I do (ok this one IS demanding). But at the end of the day, I want to be happy in a relationship.
I want my boyfriend to be honest about his feeling and life plan. I hate guys are pretentious and act like they are an ultimate lover, but I even hate those "normal" guys who are too normal that they take a 180 degree turn on you.
Where is it heading to now?